A virus has the same chance --whether a good or a bad virus-- of getting
into heaven as Mother Theresa (tm), George Washington, Marilyn Manson,
or anyone else. That is not discouraging ---it simply means you should spend
all your time improving here and now.
And enjoy who you're with, where you are, the ambient temperature, etc.
Every day should be thanksgiving (tm). You have much more to be thankful
for, if you're reading this.